I also feel really old, that I'm running out of time (I'm 31) and yet I think I'm making up the rules and putting the pressure on myself. My mum had me when she was 31, and always said that she was an old mother with her first child. She always seemed older than the other Mothers, and I always said I'd have babies long before her, and now that just isn't going to happen. God, Freud would have a field day with me! It's so stupid, because I know this isn't something you can control. I've also got a bit obssessed by how old other people are when they have babies. Maybe I'm scared that I'll be too old, or that I'm too old now?
Baby, Baby
I also feel really old, that I'm running out of time (I'm 31) and yet I think I'm making up the rules and putting the pressure on myself. My mum had me when she was 31, and always said that she was an old mother with her first child. She always seemed older than the other Mothers, and I always said I'd have babies long before her, and now that just isn't going to happen. God, Freud would have a field day with me! It's so stupid, because I know this isn't something you can control. I've also got a bit obssessed by how old other people are when they have babies. Maybe I'm scared that I'll be too old, or that I'm too old now?
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