What's our life going to be like in Zurich? I'm a bit scared but excited about what's to come. I want the flat at Brent Court to be finally packed and clean, then I can relax and look forward to our fresh new life together. I don't like being the last one here.

It's hard to leave a place where you've been happy and settled, but perhaps we've just been lazy and comfortable and haven't really challenged ourselves and our lifestyle. This is a chance to decide how we really want to live our lives and to decide what's important. We have cleared and dumped so much of ourjunk and we can build new. The fear comes because we can't see the future and I don't know what's going to happen to us. When you stay somewhere where you are safe and where you know what the deal is, then you're protected but you never know what else could happen.