Helen Palmer (nice_cup_of_tea) wrote,
Helen Palmer
nice_cup_of_tea

Raining in my heart


2008_08_12
Originally uploaded by nice_cup_of_tea
I am in a huge amount of pain, which is almost unbearable - I sat at my desk at work and it was all I could do to sit and breathe.

My period is here and I feel sad again on so many levels. I feel that I can't take all of this crap any more. It's not just the pain, but every month, a little bit more hope dies away. And I know how self-indulgent that sounds, but I don't care. It's my life and my crappy, fucked up body. It's so hard to be optimistic and keep going each month.

Transmission ends, off to bed, in the hope that the strong painkillers I took 2 hours ago finally start to have an effect.
Tags: health, pb, rants
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