August 14th, 2013


Four years ago tonight....

...I spent most of the time in mad hormonal fits of crying - excited to meeting baby ncot, but scared to death. Here is the last post I wrote pre Markus!

Tonight, I baked a cake, decorated it. Made cup cakes, iced them. Painted a tshirt. Had a glass of wine

Tried to move Markus back from our bed to his, woke him up, he then cried and coughed hysterically for half an hour. What sort of mother am I? A HAPPY ONE!

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I am doing okay with the smaller, creative and fun goals. Realized that I am not getting much further with the big goals ie deciding on phd research topic. Get on with it! Small steps. Start reading the right books!